Mountain V. Molehill

I am feeling a surge of creativity that i honestly haven't had in awhile ..... I kind of missed it.i have a project in mind i kinda want to make a mosaic hmm! Life right now has become quite strained. I feel like i am fighting for a position which i already have and am not budging on. My friend is still staying with me and i has become a bit complicated... Nothing i cant handle of course just complicated. I kind of feel his presence has thrown off my house's chi a bit which is good and bad i guess... I really like his company but 24/7 is even a bit much for me, its putting a strain on my life in other ways. I don't have any personal space or free time and for a creative nut like myself it is really hard( That's what she said)...hahaha. I am not the most affectionate person in the world  and i know this fact, i don't try to hide or act a different way so when i am around affectionate or better overly affectionate people i tend to be uncomfortable and to be uncomfortable in your own space is really rough... There are so many pieces in my life that i truly believe that it is like the makings of a mosaic already so this project seems like a great place to start and i need make something out of it,  maybe a cherry blossom they are truly a beautiful tree to see and the smell is amazing ..maybe in  sea glass......